Monday, March 28, 2005
Miserable.
My world is really caving in.So my life kinda suck real bad at the moment. My heart feels like it's at the bottom of my feet. Everything doesn't seem to go the way I want. I guess that's the way it just is. The feeling's horrible. I hate it. I wish I could turn back time. Maybe I could just squeeze my eyes shut and think about where I want to be. Lo and behold, it doesn't work. I'm still here.
Thank God for loud music. It helps. Temporarily.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
CHORUS
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
CHORUS 2x
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Danny Jones is cute! He's not goofy. Is he?
In my own world,
9:57 PM
