Sunday, November 25, 2007
Enchanted.
On Friday, while passing report in the morning, I was hanging from my fingers trying not to fall into the depth of sleep. I was really sleepy that day, so when my head fell on his shoulders after work on the bus, I welcomed sleep.
Caught a movie ENCHANTED with him. It's my kind of movie. It's a really good movie. Romantic and funny and sweet. The songs are nice too. A recommendable movie. Go watch.
In my own world,
5:13 PM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
State of Emergency.
I need to get my hands on Grey's Anatomy DVDs STAT. I missed one episode! I missed uno episode! I MISSED AN EPISODE! I missed my weekly dosage of Grey's Anatomy. I'm hyperventilating. I have hypertension from the anger and stress that I missed my dose. I'm at risk of dehydration from crying about the fact that I. MISSED. MY. DOSE. OF. GREY'S. ANATOMY!
DARN IT!
In my own world,
10:56 PM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Try.
A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say.
I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo?
The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day.
Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.
In my own world,
3:06 PM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
One Litre of Tears.
Last night, something happened. Everytime I think of it, I got this stirring feeling deep in my abdomen; the kind of feeling when you're on the brink of getting turned on. Hahaha. I like seducing men. I feel powerful when they react to me. Not that I've seduced anyone before.
Anyway, I'm super excited for Thursday to come. I get to go to school for HI Club! I asked my Ward Sister to change my duty on Thursday to morning. Yay-ness! I already like my Ward and the stern-looking Sisters. Hopefully, I'm able to get along with every staff in the ward. Anyway, I found out, in December, there'll be Year 2 NP Nursing students coming to my ward. I wonder if I'll feel senior then. Hopefully, I know almost everything during my atachment so that should any junior asks me something, I'd be able to answer.
I'm watching this Japanese show right now. It's called 'One Litre of Tears'. I've left two more episodes. Anyone who feels like crying, watch the show. It's based on a true story of this girl who suffered from Spinocerebellar Degeneration. Slowly, she lost the use of her motor skills. First she couldn't walk properly, then she's wheelchair-bound, and then bed bound. She slowly lost her vocal skills and had difficulty swallowing food. This disease is incurable at the moment. Anyway, try watching the show. It's pretty sad. I teared.
In my own world,
9:19 PM
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Ouch.
I'm not as happy as I wanted/thought/should be.
I wanna go shit.
In my own world,
8:54 PM
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Applies to all.
Flowers. Care. Attention. Thoughtful. Punctuality. Sweet. Understanding. Hugs. Kisses. Dinners. Walks. Beaches. Home. Sunsets. Concern. Dedication. Protection. Security. Love.
Short attention span. Ignorance. Gross. Pain. Jealousy. Stupidity. Forgetful. Crowds. Dread. Humiliation. Regret. Lying. Nonchalance. Hurt. Hypocrisy. Moody. Hate.
In my own world,
11:30 AM