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A happy, happy Nadiah! I must have worn something lucky. Hahah.

Today there wasn't supposed to have HI Club but for my class, we made it optional to attend because it's been too long and we wanted to practice our song signing. Less than half the class showed up though. But I still had one of the best and happiest time of my life. Thank God Junjie came cuz he made it all the more fun. And funny. He kept on asking me what he could give a "friend" who's female, for her birthday. I gave all sorts of ideas but he kept asking for more ideas. I'm like, what more do you want from me? I like Daniel's idea best though: Showing up at her house as a surprise at 12 midnight, bearing whatever gifts he wanna give. That's SOO sweet.

Then we practiced signing our song. Only he forgot almost everything. So I kinda helped him with it. He's funny.

Then, you, WILSON, appeared! Hahah. Long time no see. Haha and nothing's going on, ok, Wilson.

Then Junjie asked me to accompany him to eat, since he was starving. Tian Shun came along too. Then Daniel joined us. Then Tian Shun left. So Daniel and I helped Junjie with his signing and.. talked. Both of them didn't expect me to be a Year 3 student. I would suppose that I look younger than I really am cuz this isn't the first time it's happened. Haha. After that, we made a move from the canteen. Then, Junjie made such an embarrassing statement, I almost wanted to slap my hand over his mouth. My face would have looked like a tomato if I were someone who blushes easily. My GOD! When he said what he said, I had a hard time looking at Daniel in the face. Paiseh!!

But it wasn't the offensive, bad kind of embarrassing. I smiled almost all the way home. I really couldn't help it cuz I had such a good time. I got to see Wil, I got to know a new friend better and also got to know my instructor better. Can it get any better?

Well, it did. Ivan messaged me to say that I'm chosen for the Singapore Pledge signing thing for National Day Celebration. ARGHHH!!! And he said something that's 'double-sided'. On one side, it sounded sweet, but on the other side it sounded like I'm the problem.

Do you see the link? It's all HI Club. I can't believe I didn't join it during my first year. I saw the club when I entered the school but I thought it was a club for only the Hearing Impaired people. 2nd year, I found out it wasn't only for hearing-impaired people but I wasn't that assertive or 'go all out' kind of person then. I don't know what happened in the 3rd year that I started to love school and become more involved in stuff.

So, Wilson. Is this long enough? Haha.
In my own world,
9:21 PM

Remember when 'GETTING HIGH' meant swinging at the playground?

When 'PROTECTION' meant wearing a helmet.

When the worst thing you could get from BOYS were cooties,
And the worst thing you could get from a GIRL was a cold.

Mom was your hero and Dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth.

Your worst 'ENEMIES' were your siblings.

'RACE ISSUES' were about who ran the fastest.

'WAR' was only a card game.

The only 'DRUG' you knew was cough medicine.

Wearing a skirt didn't mean you were a SLUT.

The only thing you 'SMOKED' were the tires on your bike.

The only thing that would 'HURT YOU' were skinned knees.

The only thing that could be 'BROKEN' were your toys,
And 'GOODBYES' only meant until tomorrow..

Life was so simple and carefree, but what I remember most was wanting to grow up.

And now all I want is to be a kid again.
In my own world,
2:45 PM

I'm depressed. I feel utterly miserable.

Cuz I can't even get 'Diploma with Merit'. It's horrible.

I'm so disappointed in myself.

And absolutely furious with the school for not drilling into me how important a GPA is. I have never heard of a GPA until after my first school(poly) exam. And I've NEVER HEARD of the awards graduates could get at the end of their school life in poly. Until now. And now it's too late. If I'd known about all these awards when I first got into the school, I'd probably couldn't care less if I sweat out blood pushing myself on the way to my grave to achieve outstanding grades for my exam! I would have studied every single day to get at least a GPA of 3.5 for every semestral examinations I sit.

But now it's too late to even achieve the 3rd prize, 'Diploma with Merit'. Even if I get a perfect 4.0 for my next two exams, I wouldn't reach the requirements to get that award, which is to have a cumulative GPA of 3.5 or above.

I'm so upset about this, you have no idea how much.

Have you ever seen or heard anyone been so dejected as I am about their own school grades?
In my own world,
1:56 PM

"I need to revise the death certificate I just handed you," my fellow doctor said to a nurse I was working with.

"What's wrong?" she asked.

"It's a little embarrassing," he said. "I was in a hurry when I signed it and, well, I accidentally wrote my name under 'Cause of Death.'"

HAHA.
In my own world,
9:41 PM

So my tests are over. About acing it.. is it too late to take back my words? Haha.

To do list:
* FYP survey
* FYP articles
* write complete notes for my modules
* clear out my shoe rack
* resume

My school's thinking of having a graduation night at a fancy hotel. Naming some, they are Fullerton Hotel, Ritz Carlton, Grand Hyatt, etc. We would have to pay at least a 100 dollars. The themes they're thinking for that night are masquerade, black & white, oscar and red carpet. It's gonna be either a buffet or 7-10 course dinner. They're making it so grand and big. I feel like I should top it up by getting an escort and a chauffeur to drive us there in a luxurious car.

Although I guess I'm not going to fork out all that money for this event. Actually, I'd rather save the money for a graduation when I get out of UNIVERSITY, not a poly. And of course, I'd spend much more on my wedding.

I wanna watch The History Boys. Does anyone know what's it about?
In my own world,
11:46 PM