Sunday, January 3, 2010
Only You Know Me.
Since you went away
My heart breaks everyday
You don't know cuz you're not here..
I think I can't get over Hazali. Knowing him has made other relationships I've had after that horrible. I want to go back to when I was innocent, where I never knew what liking someone so much felt like.
Oh well.
Work has been fine. I don't know if the reason is due to the arrival of my period, but sometimes I feel so patient, like I don't mind attending to patients, when they interrupt me in the middle of something. Anyway, I've begun to realize that I like resus cases. I just have to concentrate on that one patient (or depends how many came at the same time) and try not to displease any doctors in there. I don't really have to deal with the parents. No distractions/interruptions from other patients. Quickly stabilize the resus patients, and off they go to whoever I'll handover too. And time passes quickly too. The only time I hate resus is when I'm not involved. Then while the resus team go resuscitate the patient, there'll be less staff to deal with the crowd.
I've been driving more often. I love driving! No. More like I love speeding! I love driving in the early hours of the morning and the late hours of the night. The roads are practically empty and I can press down on the accelerator without having to slow down anytime soon. The thrill is awesome! I just prefer a faster car. A car that doesn't take 11 seconds to reach 100km/hr. Haha.
I'm thinking of lots of going out of Singapore this year. I just don't know if I have the time to decide the place, the time, and stuff.
Argh!
In my own world,
10:09 PM