Tuesday, February 24, 2009
He's just not that into you.
Ok. So my computer's hacked with a virus. A virus that sends stupid things to people and made it look like I did it. Such an ass.
Anyway, went to catch the movie "He's Just Not That Into You" with Jaime. I've been DYING to talk about this. I've already bought the book before the movie came out. It's a good thing too because I don't think I could catch whatever's in the movie quickly if I hadn't read up.
So... That book that I bought, is the BEST self-help book I've EVER, EVER read. Imma keep it forever. It's so useful that I actually took out my favourite green highlighter and highlighted the points that I should know and remember. If only I'd known about it before all the relationships I had, even if it wasn't that many.
I'm the Rule, not the exception. I'm exceptional, but I'm not the exception.
If the guy likes me, he WILL call me.
If the guy wants to see me, he WILL ask me out.
If the guy loves me, he WILL want to marry me.
Otherwise, he's just not that into me. I'm going to meet many of them in my life, who's just not that into me, and I'm pretty sure one of those days I'll think I'm running out of fishes in the sea, but I shouldn't waste time on them, hoping, and having heartaches, feeling like shit.
Excuses like "I'm out of town so I might not be able to keep in touch" or "Sorry, I couldn't call, I was busy the whole day" or "I'm not ready, I just got out of a bad relationship" or "I've been in love with you for the past 7 years but I just don't want to get married" shouldn't pass over my shoulder. Instead they should hit me in the face and I should be able to translate them into "He's just not that into me".
I mean it's correct, isn't it? If he's into you, he'll try to contact you no matter where he is because he misses you. If he's into you, he'd call you during his toilet break from his busy work because he wants to hear your voice and see how your day has been. If he's into you, he'll want you to be his, see you exclusively even if he's just broken up with his 5-year girlfriend not 6 months ago. If he's into you, he won't need 10 more years into your 7 years relationship together to get married just to see how it goes and get to know each other more. As if 7 years is not enough.
Like the book says, it will hurt. Definitely. I guess that's when you'll need your family and friends. Find distractions, go out again.
Whatever it is, I'm not going to expect and look for anything. I'm going to go out, attend courses and classes, travel.. I just won't expect too much. I hope, but I don't expect. There is a difference, right? Because to me, there is. Hazali just didn't get that about me.
Jaime, I'm hoping we'll be able to go in December. Three of us will be ok with me.
Anyway, I desperately need a hair cut. It's getting too long and people have already guessed my age as between 22-24. Must be because of all the unhappiness and topsy turvy bed times. Roar!
In my own world,
10:14 PM