I love flowers.
I love spontaneity, and pleasant surprises.
I'm dainty and ambitious; really.
I nurse others.
There's more than meets the eye when it comes to me.
only me
N A D I A H
200788 ngee ann poly school of health sciences
Children's Emergency, KKWCH
He accompanied me home again today. Haha I could get use to this, man.
We signed in the train! So fun. Haha I'm like so proud that we can speak in sign language. I was being such an attention seeker.
What happened later that day is too personal for me to share it here. It's only for my eyes and my memory. All I can say is that, it was oh so nice. I could literally feel my heart swell with such happiness and contentment.
I'm just having a little difficulty believing/accepting that it's really happening to me.
Who would have thought I'd be having an affair with my CCA instructor. Hahaha!
I wanna watch Rush Hour 3.
In my own world, 10:22 PM
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Bliss.
My life can't get any more blissful right now.
Just received a message from Daniel. He's home! From where? From some Kumon conference he had to attend at KL. He stayed in a 4-star hotel and didn't have to pay a cent.
Anyway, his message was the cherry on top of a wonderful weekend.
On Friday, I was flattered. Hahah.
On Saturday, the girls and I went to Escape Themepark. I had lots of fun screaming on some rides. Had lots more fun laughing with the girls. The Haunted House thing there.. it was.. the direct opposite of scary. The one at Genting Highlands was so much more terrifying. We took this ride called Inverter. Yea, we were inverted. When we were upside down in the air, we could feel our heads filling up with blood. I thought mine was going to explode. And I could feel my digestive contents being inverted every which way. It's a wonder it just didn't go up my gullet. We also took Wet & Wild. It's this water ride. ALL of us got drenched. I thought that was the most terrifying ride cuz there weren't any safety belt, I could easily be thrown out of the little 'boat' that plunges 12 feet into the water. Then we took this mini rollercoaster. I thought it got faster and rougher everytime we took it. The sudden turns, I thought I would be thrown out to the side, the sudden stop, I felt like I was in a car that just applied its emergency brake after moving 210kph.
Today, my family and I went shopping for a bit. Father got me a new camera. Oh and the sales girl complimented my eyes. *Twinkles* Hahah.
And tomorrow's Monday!! Yay!
Missed me. =)
In my own world, 8:21 PM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Falling.
Tini: Do you know that people who suddenly likes red is in love? Me: *Super surprised*
Today had a super short rehearsal for the national day celebration in school. WOW! I'm SOO excited. I'm going to be performing on stage, signing the Singapore pledge! I'm SOO excited.
Daniel accompanied me home today. Again. Wo zhen de xi huan ta! In the train and in the bus when he sat beside me, I had trouble following the conversation especially when his arm was touching, no, pressed against mine. I thought I was going to melt from his warmth. And then when I look at him when he's talking to me, I had to force myself so hard to bring my wandering mind back to the now, to listen and pay attention. What a strange, yet new and exciting feeling.
Anyway, I had lots of fun with him. Smiling, smiling =)
I'm gonna go eat now. Ta!
PS HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINI!
In my own world, 10:08 PM
Monday, July 23, 2007
Ouch, ouch, ouch.
Today, during HI Club, I could've died from Ventricular Tachycardia. My heart was beating so rapidly, I think it could have popped out of my chest.
And I couldn't stop LOOKING at him. Everytime I look at him, I'd quietly groan and cover my face. Especially when my mind starts to wander. When he was sitting so close, teaching Jumariah, I thought I was going to explode!
I wish I can have ALL of him. It frustrates me that I can't have ALL of him.
What I've said might sound dirty but it's not. I'm an innocent girl.
Oh dear. I really really like him a lot, a lot!
In my own world, 10:13 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Too good to be true.
It was too good to be true.
Anyways. I went to Aisyah's sister's wedding. Simply beautiful. The pelamin, the baju, the design, the food. Everything was really good. Aiyah. I think her whole family is beautiful la. Hahah.
In my own world, 5:08 PM
Friday, July 20, 2007
It's 20072007.
*SCREAM WITH JOY!!*
Last night, Nisa made me stay up past midnight, supposedly to help her with NS 5 paper. Of course I got a little suspicious. She's doing her paper in the middle of the night? That doesn't sound like her. So then a few minutes past midnight she told me to call her and... a birthday song came on. It was Nisa and Tini on the line singing the song! So sweet! First time ever someone called me in the middle of the night to wish me happy birthday. Mostly I got SMS-es at midnight++. Anyway, it was utterly sweet of them to stay up just for that. Poor Tini had to be woken from her sleep by Nisa. Hahaha!
Then a little while later, I got a message. I thought it'd be from the two of them but... it was from Daniel! My HI Club instructor. I actually let out a scream cuz I was pleasantly surprised and oh-so-touched by his birthday wish. Damn sweet. So damn sweet that this time I really really worry I'd get diabetes.
And then I got messages from Melissa and Aisyah and Sharifah =))
I had difficulty sleeping cuz I was damn happy by the wishes. My lips kept on stretching to the sides into a smile on its own.
Today school was awesome. Birthday song from the class. I was like "Thanks Tini.." Shy la. Haha. I like the part when Jeanette wrote "Happy Birthday Nadiah" on the whiteboard.
Then Tini and I went to the Atrium, supposedly to buy sandwich. And then I thought we'd be going to the computer lab. Met Nisa too. Then I had to wait for them while they go toilet and buy yoghurt. THAT'S what I THOUGHT they were doing. Waited for so long until I got a bit impatient. I wanted to go see a performance at the atrium but I couldn't go away cuz I had to take care of their belongings. Only to find out they bought this little cake with a candle on it. That was a surprise! They sang the song again and I blew out the candle. Sweet like crazy. Thank you lots and lots!
Then we went to Canteen 1 to eat and chat. Then I saw Daniel! And a lot of other people. I saw FIONA XIE!!! She's sooo pretty and cute. Well anyway, there was a lot of things happening in my school today. Radio stations and TV people all were there.
After that, Daniel messaged me saying he made something for me and that if I'm free, I can go get it from him. So.. duh! Yes, please! Hahah. Then he said to meet at the library. After that he asked what time I finish school and if I'm with my friends and am I going home with them. I'm like, all this questions just to find him and collect my present? Hahaha. Then in one SMS he told me he's going to Tampines. Then I was like "Okay. And?" Ok it was more like, ooooo-kaaaayyy. Hahah. So he replied that we can take bus and train together since I'm going the same direction as him. Right then, I thought my lips would tear from smiling so widely and that my heart would pop out of my chest.
Met him at the bus stop. He gave me a flower he MADE from this pink-coloured paper-ish thing. If there weren't anybody there or if the time came to a stand still, I'd have hugged him. Hahahah. It's super sweet la. Then Tini made a point that the flower matched my top and asked him if he knew I was gonna wear pink. HAHAHA!
I asked him why he's going to Tampines (very far from his house) and if he's going alone. He wanted to buy a formal shirt and yea, he's going alone. So.. risking a rejection, I invited myself to come along with him and help him pick out a shirt. He said he didn't mind. And he sounded genuine. So, yay! He seemed a little bit quiet in the bus but when we got down and boarded the train, he seemed to open up. He talks!! I thought I was going to be the one to think of something to talk about. But, it went very well.
So we went to.. erm.. was it Isetan or Metro? I think I was a bit distracted and nervous that I didn't notice the store's name. Looked at a lot of shirts. Some are nice but they're either too expensive or are short-sleeved. Oh and we have something in common: we don't like it when the salesperson come and disturb us. Ok they weren't disturbing us, more like offering their services but we don't like it. Just leave us alone until we ask for your help, but thanks. And I can't believe how many striped formal shirts can look like pyjamas. Those kinds Mr. Bean wears. Hahah. So since we didn't see anything that we like there, we went to go into another shop.
There was 2 shops two floors above that I wasn't sure if they sell formal shirts and Daniel was saying "I don't think so la". But thank GOD I actually dragged him up there. Because we found the PERFECT one in 77th Street. His words were "I don't like it. I LOVE it." Which is good cuz I practically picked it out all by myself. Hahaha. The cashier gave me a receipt.
He could have took a straight bus home to Yishun. But he decided to take the train with me to Pasir Ris and then take a bus there home. I'm like, wow, that's like super sweet. So reached Pasir Ris Bus Interchange. The plan was he'd wait for my bus to come and then he'll go somewhere outside the Interchange to take a straight bus home. I was waiting for Bus 6 but we were busy talking that I missed it! Hahah.
Anyway, remember the receipt? It was in my hand the whole time. And I didn't realize I'd folded the small paper to even tinier, until Daniel pointed it out. I was fidgeting with the thing so much that the next thing we'll know, it'll be torn into little pieces. Hahaha. Then he took the rectangle receipt and tore it into a square. Hmm. OK.
And then you know what he did?? He not only waited for my bus with me but he said he'd take it with me until my stop and then he'll take the bus opposite back to the interchange. I was like, are you serious? You can go if you want, you know. Hahah but he didn't. Then we crossed the road to the opposite bus stop and I waited with him for his bus to come. I taught him how to sign the Singapore pledge. Haha. And the receipt, he'd folded it into a crane. He gave it to me.
FIRST time a guy sent me home. Actually it's the second time. But the first time was horribly awkward that I'd rather be in a lesbian pub. This time it was.. very nice.
In my own world, 6:08 PM
I think I have diarrhea. My droppings are like.. OK. Ladies do NOT talk about the characteristics of their waste product. Not in public. And I shall not be the first one to do that. Hahaha. Gross.
My phone is not even a year old and I'm already admiring another one. It's still the same brand, Samsung. I might want to get the Samsung Ultra Edition 10.9. Can you believe they've made a slimmer slider phone? Mine's 12.9. And now there's a 10.9. Next thing I know it'll as thin as aluminium foil.
What I love about both of them is that the display screen is LOVE. It's large but not as large as N95. I LOVE the slim-ness of them. I LOVE the camera pixel thing. And the design is just damn elegant and stylish.
Went to watch movies at our school library with Aisyah. Bloody hell. My movie got spoiled half way. Irritating. Anyway, thanks for accompanying me for about an hour plus, Ais! Hahah.
So after that she had to leave, and I was left with another 2 hours to spare. I didn't feel like reading so I borrowed another DVD to watch. Got 'Primal Fear' Rated M18. Saw it before, long time ago but I was still young then. Hardly 18 years old. But I already know that the story's really good. And now that I'm older, it's much better. Unfortunately, I didn't get to finish the movie cuz I had to leave for HI Club.
Daniel is really adorable. He's in Early Childhood Education. If I were a kid and he's like my teacher or something, I'd probably hang on to him and follow him everywhere. Hahah.
Anyway, had fun as usual learning new signs. Not to brag or anything but.. ok maybe I won't say it. Hahah. And we took some photos!
I can't wait for the camp!!!
In my own world, 10:02 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
Kindly Remove Yourself From My Thoughts.
It doesn't help that I saw you today.
I've nothing to do now so I'm gonna blog after playing Mahjong, winning surprisingly most of the rounds.
Well. Actually I do have lots to do. Like NS5 Paper, WPD Presentation, Nursing Management Presentation and revision. But, uh, forget about them for now.
Quite a lot of things have happened. Some of them cute, some of them utterly sweet, while others were fun.
Yesterday, Tini, Jeanette, Kim, Zhang Yang and I went to Vivo City to catch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Hardly saw many phoenix-es but.. ok. We ran what felt like a few hundred kilometres and a dozen flights of stairs for the bus that'll bring us to Vivo City. All the while I was worrying that I'd lose one side of my shoes while running for the bus. NOT a time to be Cinderella, please. Tini, on the other hand, was running while pulling her jeans up, worrying it'll drop down her legs. HAHAH!
Got to Vivo City and took a couple of pictures with the Simpsons Family.
The movie was alright. I would have melted in my seat, from the oh-so-nice British accent, if it wasn't for the frigid air-conditioned theatre. And I would have enjoyed it even more if I'd follow the 'series', like watch every other Harry Potter movies before this one. But I didn't and neither did Tini who was sitting next to me. So most of the time while they're talking about one character or another, we'll be like "Who's Sirius Black?" and "Cedric who?". Hahah. Oh and the part when Harry Potter got into Professor Snape's mind, taking a peek and him when he was younger, the whole audience went "Oooh!" Or maybe it was just us 5. Hahaha. I guess we found him pretty cute.
Then we cam whored. Here are some.
End.
Oh before that, I can't help but post this video. The song's: If You're Not The One. Super nice. Touching until I want to cry. If only a guy would sign me a song. HUGE SIGH..
In my own world, 8:25 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
XTOMIC.
Got to know this Singapore group of volunteers, called Xtomic that does song-signing. Went to youtube.com and saw one that.. omg.. can make me fall in love sia. Damn nice until I got goosebumps all over. In this video, they're signing the song Because You Love Me. Damn nice.
SO NICE! See also the "If you're not the one". So so nice.
I feel like joining Xtomic. My friend, Karyin is in it. She gave me the some of the details. I want to join!
In my own world, 8:47 PM
Monday, July 9, 2007
Like..
I can't make up my mind whether to "like him like him" or just like him.
I could be happy. At least, happier than before. But I also want to be happy like how Farhan makes Aisyah happy, like how Ruizman makes Nisa happy, and like how Faizal makes Tini happy.
...
In my own world, 10:40 PM
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Spend, spend, spend.
Good evening world!
Been some time since I've updated so shall I do it now? Yes, I shall.
Just last week, I went out with the girlfriends (Tini, Ais, Nisa) to shop. First we went to Orchard and then to Bugis Street. I got a pair of jeans and a bag. OH! And we ate at Swensen's where we encountered a nice trainee waiter. He's funny! See, Ais asked him for a pair of scissors and he gave this "blur" look and said "Uh.. You want to cut my menu?" in this very cute and funny way, which by the way we burst out laughing. Hahaha! Anyway, he's really nice and we gave him this GEMS card. It's the card we give to good service people, to let them know they did a good job. Yea. Then we went home. At Pasir Ris, I bought a striped top.
As if I hadn't spent enough, I went out again today. I saw the movie Transformers with Wil. It was pretty good. The 'Bumblebee' transformer, when it's in the car mode was AWESOME! Really nice car. And so sweet as well! Then we went to Bugis and walked around Parco Junction (is that what it's called?) while I wait for Mumtaz to arrive. When I heard she was going to be even later than I expected, Wil accompanied me to Bugis Street. We walked around and came to this shop where I saw the top I want. I had difficulty deciding which colour to buy, probably almost exasperating Wil, but finally decided on the pink. I wanted a red but the red looked orange-y.
So then Taz arrived and after making the brief introduction, he left. Thanks for accompanying me! And you're welcome. Haha.
So we walked around Bugis Street (eh wait! is it street or village? haha goodness. am I a tourist or a Singapore citizen?). We went to look for shoes. She bought 2 pairs after buying a pair just yesterday. Hahah. I bought a pair, which was quite cheap. Then we went to the same shop where I bought my jeans last week. I got another pair of jeans (not the same one) and she got the same pair. While I was trying on the jeans in the changing room, I overheard Taz bargaining for a cheaper price and saying that I'm also buying, so why not give a lower price. Then I heard the shopkeeper said "I know. She buy before." And I tuned out. Hahah! I was like "she recognized me?" Then while paying, I asked her. And she paused for a while then she said "Yeaa.. yesterday right?" Then I was like "No la. Last week. Last Wednesday." Then she was like "OH!! You came with a group of girl friends right?" Hahah.
After that I went back to the place where I got my pink top cuz I decided to buy another one, "bright" green. Haha. It looked nice on the manequin. So I couldn't help it.
Went to eat, then went home.
And now, I'm becoming stressed. There's a meeting with Dr. Thomas tomorrow and I haven't completed my survey! I think I'm going to be DEAD! Oh no! What to do?? It's not like it's easy to fine elderly who can understand and read English. Wahlao!!!
In my own world, 8:26 PM