Thursday, October 11, 2007
I wanna let it out.
I have so much in my mind that I long to put into words right here on this blog.
But this blog is hardly private. Even if I make a private one, I don't want to 'talk' to myself.
I can't even write in vague terms cuz people tend to think a lot. Ends up, they think I'm talking or hinting about them. And some stuff I have in mind are not meant for them to know because God knows what will happen to the relationship I have with this people. And when I say people, I meant two persons.
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I've something to be excited about. It's not about me though. But I can't say ANYTHING until he tells me the good news. It's really very sweet and I can't even say that I'm _______. Because the other person will ask me about it and... it'll just be horrible.
It's torture not to be able to say anything. And that coming from someone as 'quiet' as me is quite amazing as people usually think I don't have much to talk about.
In my own world,
5:01 PM