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Stupid, STUPID computer. No, more like the I've-got-lots-of-time-on-my-hands-so-i'm-going-to-infect-your-computer-with-viruses people. I'm being too polite here. I said 'people'. My computer's all fucked up. First, websites are in mandarin and now the letters are super micro, I can hardly read anything. It's messing up my life!

OK. Whatever.

Did my second paper today. I think I can pass this one too.

I hardly know what to type in here.

I wish Blogspot has this feature that the late Diary-X had. Diary-X had this thing where you can make an entry private. Meaning you have a choice if you want to have a particular entry secret or not. There'll be this password that people would have to type in before they're able to read the entry. Because, really, I have so much stuff to talk about that I don't want the public to know.

I'm outta here.
In my own world,
10:41 PM

Ohh Boy you looking like you like what you see
Won't you come over check up on it, I'm gone let you work up on it
Ladies let em check up on it, watch it while he check up on it
Dip it, pop it, twork it, stop it, check on me tonight
In my own world,
2:25 PM

I get that often. =)

Anyway, I had my Pharmacology paper. It was do-able. The MCQ was all on Mel. So about 38 marks out of 100 is confirmed. The rest of the questions, I think I can pass. I was day-dreaming the last 30 minutes of the paper.

So 1 down, 2 to go.

Hahaha. Can you believe I'm actually listening to Backstreet Boys right now? Their songs are really not that bad. If only I knew where I put my Boyzone CD. My first ever CD. I used to love Boyzone so much. Especially one of the members called Stephen Gately. He was SO cute and everyone knows about it and called me Mrs. Gately. Oh my God. Those childhood times. I was heartbroken when I found out he was gay.

*Show me the meaning of being lonely..*

I watched Figure Skating Winter Olympics on TV yesterday. The ice skater from Japan, who got 1st place, was gorgeous. She looked like a stewardess. Really pretty. I was so in awe seeing her skate around the ice rink. She did everything really nicely. I also saw a few who fell quite a few times. One of them, I could swear she bounced hard on the ice. I think if it was me, my breath would have been knocked out of me. It happened to me once. I slipped and I couldn't breathe for like 6 seconds. I was terrified! I hope nothing bad would happen in April, cuz I'm going ice skating. My first time. Ever. I don't even know how to roller blade. I'm so excited.

And to those who gave me the virtual hugs... Come here, I wanna hug you back. Hahah. =)
In my own world,
5:14 PM

So I'm online. So what? I'm having a break from studying. Finished studying CMBio. Pharmacology, almost. FON not yet.

Yesterday, Tini and Lia came over to study. We actually studied some. We also used the computer some. Lia borrowed my notes yesterday and she's supposed to be here but I don't know where she is right now.

I was reading this blog and then I read the tagboard. What the hell. Does SHE like HIM? She's like hinting here and there. I wish I could just tag his board and ask about the two of them.

For some reason I'm not looking forward to Clinical Attachment.

I'm really not feeling too good right now. I'm alright physically. Oh man. Why must this happen every month? Can't I feel good everyday?
In my own world,
1:47 PM

Just checked my exam schedule. I am SO nervous. I want to do well. I want grade A. I'm so greedy for the grade A. I feed on the satisfaction of getting an A for my exams. Hahaha.

I've to start revising. No using of computers until exams are finished which is in 2 weeks time. Except on the 21st of Feb cuz I have to check my clinical attachment schedule. So I guess this is the last time I'm using the computer until 28th Feb which is the day I finished my exam.

Then there'll be 3 weeks of clinical attachment and then 1 month of holiday as to which I'm going to Taman Negara with my schoolmates. I can hardly wait.

I'm thinking of getting my driving license. Very nervous and yet, when thinking of the day I can get my hands on my driving license card, with my name printed and my face on it, I am SO excited. I can one day drive myself to school!
In my own world,
2:11 PM

Today was a good day. Had S&W this morning. We danced again!! I so love dancing but I'm just bad at it. I'm all angles, not curves. The same goes for singing. Hahah.. So we had to choreograph our dance steps, in groups of 3 or 4. That's what we did last week as well. Only this week, we had to judge each other's groups and give them points. Last week, my group which was with Tini and Aisyah and it was SO obvious we were, like, the best. This week, after our teacher total up the points given by each group to every other groups, we came in top! Wow man! I'm not bad at choreographing, you know. So fun!

Went to Nisa's house after that and left Ashraf a note. Hope he likes it. *winks*

Went for lecture and saw Min! He cut his hair! He looked really good. Spikey and all. I don't to say "I told you so!" Hahaha..

Ended lecture and I saw Fitri (Nisa's used to be cute guy?) and his friend at the bus stop. I was like "He looks SO familiar.." That's when I realizes it was Nisa's cute guy! Or was it ex-cute guy? 154 came and they went up. I was looking at them and obviously they recognized me. I was like Damn! Where's Nisa.. Hahah

Sigh.. most people I know are in love. I am too! With this song! Dedicated to me. =)

I should go revise for my NSL Exam tomorrow.
In my own world,
8:46 PM

I want to go to Taman Negara Adventure Trip. It sounds so fun after Michael said some stuff we'll be doing there. I just don't know who to go with.

Watched Pesta Pesta Pesta yesterday. It was funny. Actually I only wanted to watch the show cuz I just wanted to see Taufik and the Anugerah guys. And I did! Khairil sang the song with my name in it! It was SOO nice. Tini was watching it also and she SMS-ed me and said: Nadiah!! Arghh!! Khairil!! Hahaha.. Then I replied: Yaaaa!!! Hahaha I was so excited ok. Just because he seems to be singing to me. And to a million other Nadiah/Nadia/Nadya out there. If someone sing that solely to me only... I'd just melt.

The background song is the song I'm talking about, by the way.

Today, I told someone he looked like Taufik and he hated it. He was suddenly talking to me in CAPITAL letters. Hahahah.. I also told someone else that he looked like Aaron Aziz. He denies it. But I'm not the only one who thinks that ok.

I still don't know what to talk about for the 5-minutes presentation.

Let's brainstorm:
- Dreams and Wishes
- Share with them a few jokes
- Talk about my blog? Hmm.. a place where I let out whatever I'm thinking? Where I write about happening stuff in my life? Maybe put up some pictures? Hmm...

Yea maybe I should.

My Favourite Group!


With our mentor Dr. June Mak. She's so cute.




With Dr. Thomas.


With Dr. Ronnie.
In my own world,
10:29 PM

I cried in school today during Creative & Innovative Thinking Skills lesson. It was the most touching and sad thing ever. We had to present on anything we want for 5 mins. Tini talked about her late father and she sang a song, Hero by Mariah Carey. Her voice is just heavenly. She should enter Singapore Idol. I'm pretty sure she'll get in. And while she was singing, I don't know why but I almost cried. My throat hurt from trying to hold it back. Then there was Jeanette's presentation. Hers was about our class. She did something like a slide show, put up our individual photos and then the whole class photo. There were like a brief summary on our class like how many in the class and how we first met. Oh my God, just writing about it, I feel like crying again man. And Jeanette had on this song that so made everything even more sad and touching. Then she got write a message like how time has passed and we're a class and everything. When she was presenting. I started crying man! I couldn't stop the damn tears. I almost bawled like a baby. Nisa and Lia cried too. I think some others cried also but I don't know cuz I wasn't scanning the whole class. Besides, I wasn't sure if I could see them with my flooded eyes. It was SOOOO touching ok. Nisa, Lia and I were like I need tissue, I need tissue!

Ok let me explain why we were all so touched and crying so badly. See, there are 11 groups/classes in the Health Science course. I'm Group 11. We are the smallest group (16 of us) and the only all-girls class. So we are quite closely knit. Then we received knews some time back that they(the staff?) are going to seperate Group 11. When our form teacher (Dr. June Mak!! Love her a lot man) broke the news to us, I cried ok. I was angry and sad at the same time. I mean it's SO FUCKING unfair that they're only going to split our class. Everyone go to different classes. The others still have their same class members and we would be seperated. *pause* I feel like crying again! Especially now that I'm listening to a sad song with my name in it. Yup so when Jeanette did the presentation on our group with all the touching messages and all the memories coming back, we cried like the world is going to end man. So far 3 lecturers love us and told us that our group is their favourite and special group. They are our form teacher, Dr. June Mak, module lecturer, Dr. Ronnie and Mr. Lim. Dr. Ronnie went like "I will stand for you." when he heard about our class getting splitted up. Aiyoh, the floodgate behind my eyes are not strong enough man.

Then after the last one shared her presentation, we asked Tini to sing again. She sang the same song and before I could push the floodgates close, it burst open again. I couldn't stand it man. Her voice is really nice and some more it's like a slow song and I don't know la, just started crying again. We gave her the loudest applause and Dr. Ronnie gave her a standing ovation. She was that good. Both Dr. Ronnie and Dr. Thomas suggested that she should sign up for Singapore Idol.

Then we ended. Went outside and Nisa and I were like telling Tini that she SO SHOULD get into Singapore Idol. But she kept on saying no, that her voice is not nice. But I was so vehemently saying that she has a nice song until she relented a bit and said maybe she'd join Anugerah, the malay version of Singapore Idol. But this one is just Malay Singer Idol, or something like that. So we were like, ok la. Then while just listening to them saying she has a nice voice and everything I started crying again. I was like wah lao!! I so need to put nails and bolts into my floodgates la. And Tini and Nisa were like comforting me. Then I just told them it's fucking touching (not about the comforting) about the whole class and everything, then Lia started to cry as well. She was sobbing ok. And the more I couldn't stop crying and Tini hugged us.
In my own world,
8:13 PM

Yesterday was the 2nd day of NP's open house. It was fun! We had lessons until 2pm but after that, free time! Our shift wasn't until 4pm so me, Tini, Nisa and Lia went to the convention centre and atrium to check out some of the booths and CCA performances. But before that, we were passing through LSCT and me and Nisa saw the cute lecturer I talked about in the previous entry!! He was dressed up as Harry Potter yesterday. He wore round glasses and the wizard's costume. He looked sooo cute!! Then I asked Nisa if we can take a picture with him. And we did!! He was like "OK! Sure!" His accent was knee-melting and heart-thumping. He's so friendly and cool and fun and everything. SO fun!

Then we went to the convention centre and visited our course's booth. From what I heard it went well. It was damn crowded in there. Then we went to the atrium to watch the performances. WOW! So crowded and hot and loud. We had to scream to each other when we wanted to say something. I saw Zam and waved at him. Then he messaged me asking what I'm doing there , saying I ngah cuci mata ke?. Hahahah! Damn funny. Then wanted to say hi to Faizal but he was way over at the other end with his Silat friends. So I thought "Never mind. Another time." Then we watched the performance on stage. I was waiting for Silat to perform but our duty was approaching. So we had to leave and go back to our Health Science building.

We had to man booths and stuff. So many people came. Saw Min and he was manning the 'Linen' booth. Don't know why la but he's so cute when he was talking to the people who came. Like, I don't know, small boy like that. Sweet and cute. I did Blood Glucose Monitoring on some of them who wanted to find out their Blood Glucose Level (BGL). Then while doing it, two guys and a girl came in. They're from LSCT, just checking out our stuff I guess. I got my eye on one of the guy and was hoping he'll want to check he BGL, but the other one was looking at me. So I was like super paiseh. And ignored them. Then bla, bla, bla with the duty and it's over. Packed up and left.

Went to SIM to eat cuz Nisa was hungry. And we saw the LSCT guy, the one who looked at me! He was kinda cute la, even though I was eyeing the other one. Nisa told me and I turned and saw him and he saw me. Then the girl kinda knew and stomped away. The guy said something to another of his guy friend and he turned and looked. So I was like "Shit. They're talking about us." And I turned back and I guess Nisa saw what happened cuz she widened her eyes. Hahahah! Whatever.

After that I went to Downtown East and met my family to go for dinner. Ate. Walked around and I saw a group of guys and felt weird cuz I was in my nurse uniform. Walked quickly and we went to Watson's. My family was inside looking at other things. I was inside looking at the cosmetics section. Then when I didn't find what I was looking for, I wanted to go outside but THEN, I saw the group of guys standing there and without pausing, I made a turn and went back inside the shop. Not meaning to brag or whatever but they were 'calling out at me'. Whatever.

After that, we were walking out of Downtown East and I saw this cute PIZZA HUT guy!!! He was tall and was wearing a cap and looking so cool and gorgeous. I was looking at him and he caught my eye and I kinda looked at him a little longer. Then just when he gave a little smile at me, I turned away. Argh!! Shy! Hahah. Then I heard my sisters talking about the Pizza Hut guy and turned to them and they went like "He smiled at you!" I mouthed back the words "I know!!" Hahahah.

Yesterday was a good day.


He's the cute lecturer I was talking about.


In my own world,
2:24 PM

Today was an extreme day. Firstly, I cried during Nursing Research Lecture. I can't tell why I cried but I know why I cried. And then, during Nursing Skills Lab, I laughed till my stomach hurts. Nisa, Tini and Lia were dancing the dance we were taught for Sports & Wellness. I like the dance. So much fun. And so anyway, these 3 girls were such an entertainment. They were so funny! They belong on stage.

Something funny happened today also. Lia's cotton candy got stuck to my back!! She bought this pink cotton candy and was walking behind me when I braked. I didn't realize she was so close behind me and so she bumped into me and her cotton candy stick POKED into my BACK. So I was like OUCH! And by reflex, my hands went to my back to kinda ease the pain or something. I thought Lia already finished her cotton candy. And THEN, I felt something sticky on my BAG. And to my horror, I realized it was the cotton candy!! It was stuck to my bag!! So I went like OH MY GOD!! And Nisa, Tini and Aisyah were like What?? And I turned to show my back and they exploded laughing. I started laughing too, despite my shock. Lia was out of control, laughing cuz her cotton candy got stuck to me. And the candy kena my top and I was like "I don't want ants all over me!" They were all laughing and laughing la. Hahah. Anyway, Lia pulled the candy and my top and bag were all sticky and crusted with sugar. So hurried to the toilet and cleaned them up. Hahaha.. What an incident.

Today was also the first day of Ngee Ann's Open House. I guess it was alright. LSCT was SO cool! They have this Harry Potter theme. Soo cool. And they dressed up in black wizard's gown and black wizard's pointed hat. SOOO nice! But only one of them is the 'REAL' Harry Potter, with the scar and everything. And the 'REAL' Harry Potter is SUCH a cutie! Damn cute I tell you. And their decoration is so nice. And they have this band playing, with all the electric guitars and drums. And they play nice songs! I was like screaming for them ok. Only the singer isn't really good a singer but still brought the songs well. And there was this Eurasian/Caucasian LSCT lecturer there. He was the coolest lecturer I've ever seen!! He was acting like he was in some rock concert or something. Nodding his head and jumping around. He's really very cute and cool. We too were almost losing it and were screaming and dancing around. Saab was there too and he took a video. I was like What the hell! Don't show anyone! Hahah He's so funny.

Ok this School of LSCT is like our neighbour, right next door to School of Health Science. But the contrast is SUPER. HS were so mendak seh.. But never mind. It's only our first year. We're new to this. So anyway, hopefully Taufik's coming tomorrow.

OK!! I have to start doing my hundred thousand word literature review by tomorrow. Argh!! I can't stand projects anymore!!
In my own world,
8:14 PM

The blogger webpage on my computer is still in mandarin. Sigh.. Sometimes I wish I knew how to write, read, talk and understand chinese. I feel like I'm missing out on the fun. Especially singing to Jay's music. And I wouldn't have to read subtitles on chinese shows. I wish I'm verbal-linguistic.

Yesterday, went to Changi Airport with Tini and Lia to do our project. Oh my God. The longing I had while looking at the Flight Departures and the huge graceful aeroplanes was tremendous. I had a major longing to just buy a ticket and fly to Rome or London. And of course, we saw cute guys. Some were more than cute. We saw PILOTS! Caucasian pilots! I had to summon up all the dignity and strength in me not to make a fucking scene. There were a lot of good looking guys and Lia became BOY-CRAZY. I told her that and she replied that I was CAUCASIAN-CRAZY. Had a laugh. Did lots of laughing the whole time as well. Although we may look like we're doing a whole other thing, we did got most of our project done. I still have the damn literature review to do. Walked and waited around in the airport until 5.30pm until Lia's ex-boyfriend came to drive us home. He dropped me first and he asked me which way. I was like how the hell would I know. I've never drive or been driven from home to airport and vice versa. So I just tried my best to look out for signs. We didn't get lost. They laughed at how I gave directions with big gestures with my hands and everything. What-ever.

Anyway, I went to school for only 2 hours today. Walao. So early in the morning some more. Then went with my gang to Lot 1. Was supposed to see Tini's boyfriend but I had a cold and I didn't really feel up to anything so I decided to go home. I hate being sick. It's HORRIBLE. Took a cab. The driver thought I said Chai Chee. So when we were in Bedok/Chai Chee, I was like where is he taking me? Is this like another way to Pasir Ris or something? Then he asked which way. And I said "Pasir Ris. I said Pasir Ris Dr. -peep-." And he was like "Here la, Chai Chee." So I had to pronounce my address even more clearly but he still didn't get it. So I gave another Dr. And he finally got it. He seemed lost though. Paid $23. Awesome.

Today, I looked horrible. Part of the reason I wanted to go home.

Tomorrow is the start of the 3-days Ngee Ann Polytechnic Open House 2006. Do come!! Can't wait for Friday.
In my own world,
2:21 PM