Saturday, July 1, 2006
I want to start everything anew.
God help me but I'm in love with the man in my dreams. And I mean really, the man IN my dreams. The man I dreamt of. This is torture. How do I make him real?
I want to move house. I want to throw everything that I have away (furniture, clothes and such). I want to start anew. I don't think I can stand this anymore. I'm becoming delusional and paranoid. I hate this! It's getting so bad that I don't even dare to sleep anymore.
In my own world,
11:38 PM