Sunday, July 9, 2006
Blah.
I'm stressed. I've been feeling down for like i don't know.. 2 weeks?
The camp didn't go as well as I hoped it would be. Mainly because I felt super extra-ded cuz I'm the only one who doesn't speak or understand their language. They were all speaking in chinese most of the time. So I was pretty quiet. I don't really want to talk about the camp right now la. The first night I already felt like crying. Hopefully the other camp that's coming up which includes Red Cross members from other chapters from JC and Uni is better. I'm only hoping. I'm not expecting much. You might wonder why I'm still going for all these events even though I have difficulty getting along. I want the CCA points. Otherwise, why would I even join a CCA in the first place, and not attend any events? I'm trying to look forward to the events. I don't want to feel dread. But I know it's inevitable.
Sigh..There're assignments and projects. Life is just suck-y at the moment. It's really suck-y. Super suck-y I feel close to the point of breaking down.
In my own world,
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