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I cried in school today during Creative & Innovative Thinking Skills lesson. It was the most touching and sad thing ever. We had to present on anything we want for 5 mins. Tini talked about her late father and she sang a song, Hero by Mariah Carey. Her voice is just heavenly. She should enter Singapore Idol. I'm pretty sure she'll get in. And while she was singing, I don't know why but I almost cried. My throat hurt from trying to hold it back. Then there was Jeanette's presentation. Hers was about our class. She did something like a slide show, put up our individual photos and then the whole class photo. There were like a brief summary on our class like how many in the class and how we first met. Oh my God, just writing about it, I feel like crying again man. And Jeanette had on this song that so made everything even more sad and touching. Then she got write a message like how time has passed and we're a class and everything. When she was presenting. I started crying man! I couldn't stop the damn tears. I almost bawled like a baby. Nisa and Lia cried too. I think some others cried also but I don't know cuz I wasn't scanning the whole class. Besides, I wasn't sure if I could see them with my flooded eyes. It was SOOOO touching ok. Nisa, Lia and I were like I need tissue, I need tissue!

Ok let me explain why we were all so touched and crying so badly. See, there are 11 groups/classes in the Health Science course. I'm Group 11. We are the smallest group (16 of us) and the only all-girls class. So we are quite closely knit. Then we received knews some time back that they(the staff?) are going to seperate Group 11. When our form teacher (Dr. June Mak!! Love her a lot man) broke the news to us, I cried ok. I was angry and sad at the same time. I mean it's SO FUCKING unfair that they're only going to split our class. Everyone go to different classes. The others still have their same class members and we would be seperated. *pause* I feel like crying again! Especially now that I'm listening to a sad song with my name in it. Yup so when Jeanette did the presentation on our group with all the touching messages and all the memories coming back, we cried like the world is going to end man. So far 3 lecturers love us and told us that our group is their favourite and special group. They are our form teacher, Dr. June Mak, module lecturer, Dr. Ronnie and Mr. Lim. Dr. Ronnie went like "I will stand for you." when he heard about our class getting splitted up. Aiyoh, the floodgate behind my eyes are not strong enough man.

Then after the last one shared her presentation, we asked Tini to sing again. She sang the same song and before I could push the floodgates close, it burst open again. I couldn't stand it man. Her voice is really nice and some more it's like a slow song and I don't know la, just started crying again. We gave her the loudest applause and Dr. Ronnie gave her a standing ovation. She was that good. Both Dr. Ronnie and Dr. Thomas suggested that she should sign up for Singapore Idol.

Then we ended. Went outside and Nisa and I were like telling Tini that she SO SHOULD get into Singapore Idol. But she kept on saying no, that her voice is not nice. But I was so vehemently saying that she has a nice song until she relented a bit and said maybe she'd join Anugerah, the malay version of Singapore Idol. But this one is just Malay Singer Idol, or something like that. So we were like, ok la. Then while just listening to them saying she has a nice voice and everything I started crying again. I was like wah lao!! I so need to put nails and bolts into my floodgates la. And Tini and Nisa were like comforting me. Then I just told them it's fucking touching (not about the comforting) about the whole class and everything, then Lia started to cry as well. She was sobbing ok. And the more I couldn't stop crying and Tini hugged us.
In my own world,
8:13 PM