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To Bugis for Zam's present


On Friday, after school, Nisa and I went to Bugis to buy Zam's birthday present. In the train on the way there, we laid our eyes upon a beautiful God's creation (ok, more like handsome than beautiful). He was very tall and well-built, strong. His face made us smile with glee and made our hearts thump. Most importantly, he was visibly interested in us! He kept glancing our way, several times that he made it so obvious, he was interested. He might even approach us if we stayed longer. I could barely restrain myself from shrieking in my excited state. But alas, our stop came soon after he board, and with a heavy heart, I alighted with Nisa, succeeding in not glancing back. Sigh..


Walked around and visited some shops. Eyed some prospective gifts and finally it came down to a shirt with quite a unique design in front. I'd have prefered another shirt but there weren't any sizes I wanted. I hope he'll like it and appreciate my gesture. Next, we went to take neoprints. I'd say they turned out well enough. I like them. I had fun.


I like kids. I saw so many little children and I couldn't help but gush at how adorable they are. I'll come upon more when I finally get to work in KK Women's & Children's Hospital. I hope they like me too.
In my own world,
3:16 PM

I like the name Nurizam


Just got off the phone with Nisa. Talked about the 'new' guy. Disappointment man. Anyway, I was telling her stuff that the 'new' guy sent me. Most of them were in Malay so I tried to say it all in Malay to Nisa. But she made fun of it! She said the way I talk Malay is very 'kaku', very stiff and funny. Why can't I talk proper Malay?? They always laugh at me when i talk in Malay. Hahaha. But who cares. They find me cute. Hahaha self praise.


Then we laugh laugh about stuff. And we're planning our trip overseas. Hahaha! Four of us: Lia, Tini, Nisa and me. Hopefully can find a time to go and hopefully i'm actually allowed to go. It'll be so fun without parents around. But actually right, even if they're around, we're old enough to go out by ourselves. Besides, we're not alone. Plus, we can ask for money from them should we finish up ours. And I think it might be more fun. Our parents can get to know each other. Hahaha.. I really hope we all are allowed to go. I shall be a good girl all year round.


I love school. I'm so glad I chose Ngee Ann Poly. So fun and there's so many cute guys. OK fine. So maybe my love for school has increased a little cuz somethings happened which actually boosted my self-esteem. Firstly, I became a peer tutor. Secondly, a guy wanted my number. No, there's nothing wrong with your eyes. A guy really did ask for my number. At that time I was in shock cuz this things doesn't happen to me often. I can count the number of times this kind of thing has happened. Only three times. I still don't know the reason why he wanted it. Thirdly and most importantly, I've good friends! They're the best and supports me through everything. Even though I'm the oldest among them by a few days and months, I feel like the youngest. They seem so protective of me la. Hahaha. That's why I love school. I want everybody to see it the way I do. I just can't stand going to school so early in the morning. School starts at 8am but I have to wake up at 5.30am. I wish I've someone to send me to and from school. Like a guy with a nice motorcycle or friends with cars.


I can't wait to get my peer tutoring money. I'm going to save it for the trip maybe. Or save it especially to buy birthday presents for friends.


Ooh ooh! I went to watch The Maid with Nisa yesterday at PS. I know I swore not to see another horror movie but Nisa wanted to watch it so we did. We screamed. It was quite scary, the faces and music. But it was fun. Then we walked around, seeing shoes and clothes. I've learnt that me and Nisa have very different taste in fashion. It's almost the total opposite. But, right, we have the same taste in guys' clothing. Everything about the guys' attire except for the footwear. Hahaha.. And we also have the same taste for guys themselves. So far we haven't fought over a guy and I don't think we ever will. Ah.. going out with Nisa is so fun. Hahah. Always see cute guys one.


Ok Nad. Shut up. Just shut up and stop talking about guys. One more word....


Tomorrow's AAP Day. AAP peer tutoring sessions, AAP practical and AAP lecture.


And why is 'SHE' copying the way I talk and the words I use? It's super irritating. She's copying so many stuff from me. It's such a major annoyance. I can't stand it. Be hip. Be original man. Gawd! Just hands off my words and my ways of talking la ok.


I love the song The BreakUp Song and The Geeks Get the Girls by American Hi-Fi!! So nice. And Good Charlotte is like the best la.
In my own world,
10:14 PM

Shoes, Shoes, Shoes


Went shoe-shopping today. Bought 8 pairs of shoes which cost $300++ altogether. But only 3 pairs are mine: 1st pair on the top row, and the first two pairs below. The 3rd pair on the bottom row is sort of mine. My sister's using it too. It's the most expensive shoes of all 8 ($73). The two last pairs on the top row and the last pair on the bottom row are my mom's. Bought a white and black GUESS bag too. It was all on sale. But they still came up to a lot.


I still have CNP project to finish up. I'm tired!


Watched this movie called "Sepet". It was sweet and sad. It was about this couple of different race. Chinese and Malay. They fell in love. In the end, the guy, the chinese, died. It was sad.


Thanks for letting me tag along with you, Min.
In my own world,
11:00 PM

Study night out with Nisa


Had my first peer tutoring session today. I feel like i'm such a lousy tutor la. Hahaha. Felt so boring but thanks to Nisa and her stupid but funny questions and words, it kinda liven up the class la. Thank God for that. But it didn't end up that bad ah. But Group 2 people didn't turn up so I'm not sure what i'm gonna do with them. Sigh..


Ended school around 5.30pm. Went out of school with Nisa and she suddenly want to study today. So she asked me if i want to go out to study. Meaning, I'd have to come home late which is forever fine with me. So I asked permission and yay-ness, i got to go out till late.


Nisa and I went to study at McDonald's at Raffles Place. So nice! Told her stuff I never told anyone except her and Sharifah. They both understood me. What will I do without them?! Gosh! And we were laughing a lot about so many stuff. Fun ah. We studied after having our dinner. Hopefully she can benefit from what I taught her. Hahahha. After that left around 8.15pm and went for a stroll around there!! SO fun, my God! I felt like a tourist, man. I was so blur and so in awe with everything I saw. I saw the pubs and restaurants which looked soo cool. There's this one pub called bq something. So cool! People were standing around talking and drinking at the same time. It was laid back and chic at the same time. Super cool. Then we saw the Fullerton Hotel. Walked along the river. Wow, really nice. Especially at night. The lights and everything. Saw the boats, walked across bridges, saw the merlion. I can't say enough how nice it looked la ok. Hahaha. I'm so inexperienced. It was really very fun. Took pictures on our phones and stuff.


And last but not least, I saw sooo many caucasian men!!! I was getting excited over them ok! They were so cute! I made eye contact with so many! Hahahah. If Singapore's like this already, can you imagine what will happen to me when I go overseas? Hahahah


Got home around 10+pm. Really enjoyed myself.
In my own world,
10:33 PM

You Give Love A Bad Name


Yesterday went to Nisa's house to do PAS Project. It was nice. I got to see her brother! Hahaha. He's tall. And I've a weak spot for tall guys. He's cute la. He's in Sec 1. Hahaha. I tried on his shoes which was twice my size. Super big ok. But the brother's is really cute.


Got home with the project and did everything, the design of the vanguard and powerpoint. Edit so many stuff on it. Finished everything after 1am ok! I thought it turned out nice. Slept after that. Woke up 4 hours later.


Today was our presentation. I was super nervous. I was so scared the points are gonna be out of point and everyones gonna blame me. But in the end, we did well, all the concepts and theories were correct. It was perfect! Only our presentation took only half of the given time, 10 minutes. So if we elaborated some more, we might get higher marks. But this was already great la. The teachers said so. It was short, sweet and straight to the correct point. I was like so surprised la. I think for the creativity part we scored. Two projects down, one more to go.


Tomorrow gonna have peer tutoring. Nervous like crazy.


I'm getting stressed up. This few weeks is going so quickly with so much stuff to do. Plus I got my period and it's like mixed with PMS. I'm like one dangerous thing ok. Stress plus PMS. Not a good combination.


Shot through the heart
and you're to blame
You give love a bad name.
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name.
- Bon Jovi, You Give Love A Bad Name
In my own world,
9:24 PM

I'm what you want.


I'm getting stressed out. Anyone wants to listen to me complain? I'm gonna spill anyway.


3 projects due week after week. FON's done. We're the best group so far. Next week, PAS. The week after, CNP. Good luck to us.


Tuesdays, have to sacrifice my time to tutor friends for MIC, for 3 weeks, 1 hour each. Thursdays and Fridays, 2 weeks, 3 hours each, to tutor my friends for AAP. Good luck to me. I have to do my notes and think up of interesting ways of tutoring them. What if I can't teach them properly? Oh God, the responsibility! What if I tire myself out? No, I should be positive, I have to be positive. I'll make more friends, I'll get some recognition, I'll get CCA points, I'll probably do better in my exams, I'll earn money and I'll have the attention. Which I don't really want.


Something amazing happened. I watched the news! Hahah. What is up with the people who slash and burn the forests?! Haven't they learn anything? All the haze, health problems, economy, environment. They're chasing away our tourists! They're getting us sick! They're enlarging the hole in the ozone layer which will so lead to other problems like global warming! They're disrupting the weather! Why do they have to make us suffer for their stupidity and stubborness? Stop burning the forests, for Heaven's sake! Just stop! And the government!! What have they been doing? Is the slash and burn method banned or not? They have to ban it, they just have to! We helped to put out the fire before and is this how they thank us? Creating another fire?! How good is their government anyway?


Another issue. Are the governments in some countries poor? Don't they have any money? Why aren't they improving the living conditions of their country? Look at the houses they live in. Look at the roads, the streets, shops, hospitals, whatever. They're dirty and in so bad a condition. Why can't the government do something about it? If they clean up everything and improve everything, don't you think the people will be healthier and will be able to work better? But, ok, maybe the people might take all this for granted. But how did Singapore do it? How did it become this successful? Maybe everyone should learn from Singapore.


Before I end, I hope I don't get sued. Or whatever. Well, I didn't pin point on any countries right? *Nervous laughter*
In my own world,
10:06 PM

Musique Rocks!


Argh!! Guess who I went to meet todaaaayyy! Jason Lim! My favouritest person to go to for music. Anyway, we met after school and he passed me the CD which he burned for me, full of super nice songs! I was so excited ok. And super touched. He's sooo sweet and sooo nice and sooo friendly and sooo cute! Really!!


On the way home I was practically arguing with myself not to feel so much. Sigh...


Oh man, he rocks! Totally.


And I made my parents proud today. I became a tutor. I'll be peer tutoring AAP in HSN. And get this: $20 per hour, 4 hours a week! I really hope I can do this. I have to make them get good grades. And my own grades have to be maintained! What if I get stressed up and screwed everything up?!
In my own world,
10:18 PM

I don't want to feel. I don't want to feel anything but happiness and fun and curiosity and humour. I'm going to turn into a hard person. I don't want to think about anything but my studies. I'm not self-centered. I just had had enough of sick and hurtful feelings.


Piss off.
In my own world,
2:19 PM

Happy Nurses' Day!!


Today is Nurses' day. We wore our uniform to school today. We were the center of attention of the entire school! It was fun! I love the attention but some people were so merepek. We were eating at SIM restaurant when this whole group of guys entered at were staring at us. Then when we went to pay for our food, a guy came up and said some of them wants to get to know us. Nisa was like "Sorry, not interested!" Hahaha! You go girl! Then EVERYWHERE we go, sure there're heads turn one. Some even, as i said, merepek, pretended to be sick and mocking about and stuff. Urgh!


But I really, really, really am proud to be a student nurse in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. I'm so not regretting going into this course. And the lecturers like Uncle Ronnie and Thomas Sayang are superb man i tell you.


Well we celebrated Nurses' Day by watching a video made by some of the student nurses and the lecturers and tutors, everyone in School of Health Sciences. It was AWESOME! We were laughing so hard ok. It was so cool. Then outside the LT we had 'buffet'. We ate durians. Cool. I didn't eat though. Just didn't feel like eating durians today. Hahaha! And took lots of pictures! And I took with Uncle Ronnie and Thomas Sayang! Argh! Hahahah. I love my school, and my course and my teachers and my friends! Ngee Ann Polytechnic School of Health Sciences rocks!!

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love... But mostly you're looking for fun. You could get serious with the right person. For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

In my own world,
8:38 PM