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I rode a bike!

Guess what? I met Taufiq again today! He asked me out to Ikea. At first I was like ok can. But then he say another day cuz he got a lot of stuff to buy and carry and don't want to trouble me. Well, I didn't think he would have troubled me. I'd be more than happy to help him carry some of the stuff. Ok ah fine so I decided not to go. Then he ask if I want to follow him. Just meet him at Ikea je. But he only brought one helmet and since i don't know how to go home from there I refused ah, saying another day je. Then I don't know how it happened but in the end I asked Nisa to come along with me and we met Taufiq. Tini came along. Love this two friends of mine, I tell you.

So we met ah. I was so nervous, I had a stomach ache and wanted to shit. The next minute I felt like fainting. The next minute I felt like vomitting. That was how nervous I was ok. I just wish he'd understand I was nervous and just shy at first. Besides this is like the first time I'm meeting some guy who actually has an interest in me. So I was like saying to my friends like what if he doesn't like me anymore, blah blah blah. They comforted me ah.

So over there, going around Ikea. I was like so shy and quiet ok. I hardly talked to him at all ok. I was so scared. At that moment, I'd give a million dollars to just let me faint. Hahah. But oh my God. This was the first time I saw him face to face like less than a metre away ok. He was so cute. He looked so chinese la ok. He got this baby face and a dimple. I was literally melting. So cute! I was really miserable la during that time cuz I wasn't talking to him at all and he wasn't talking to me. But Nisa caught him looking at me when I wasn't looking. Argh!! My heart rate was like super fast. It's called tachycardia. Hahah. Then he finished shopping at Ikea and we went out of the mall and Nisa, Tini and I decided to walk walk at Queenstown first. Taufiq went home to put all his stuff and Nisa told me that maybe he might go down to Queenstown for a while after that.

Then guess what happened?! We were at this staircase, totally hidden from everyone's view. Just sat there talking and Taufiq SMSed me and said: I send you home ah. Nak tak? I was so excited la ok! I calmed myself down and replied blah blah blah. And I met him with Nisa. He came and he put on the helmet for me!! Nisa was like: Ala, cute nye! Sweet nye! Hahah.. Yea btw, it was the first time I rode a bike so i was super nervous like crap. I worried I would fall just by climbing the bike. Hahah but everything went fine. It was so fun!! I held his shoulders at first but he said not to hold his shoulders. So I kinda grabbed his shirt at the side of his waist. And he took my arms and wrapped it around his waist ok!! I was like Oh God! This is too intimate for the first time. Hahaha.. We sat so close I don't think a finger could be put between us la ok. And my helmet kept knocking against his. Then he macam adjusted my hands and all that because they were in fists. So he opened them up and I laced my fingers and just held him la. Then the first few kilometres I was like don't speed! Slow down! Hahaha but he said just relax. Then after a while I kinda got used to it. It was SO fun!! And he's soooo cute I thought I was dreaming everything, that he likes me, that he's actually sending me home on his bike, letting my arms be around him and everything. Hahaha. We only talked at the traffic lights. Hahaha. I was ok with that cuz I was afraid I won't be able to think of anything to talk about. Then when we reached my place, i tell you i couldn't feel my legs. The vibration of the bike was so strong like I've never felt before. Hahaha but it was really very nice. I want to do it again!

Then a few hours later, I was waiting for the bus to go to my cousin's house when he messaged me. He told me he just woke up from a nap. Then I told him wah, so nice i also want to sleep, so tired. And then he replied you know what? Omg I shouldn't say this man. It's just wrong. Ok he said: Come sleep beside me..ahaks. I was like what the. He could actually think of that?! He makes me so excited sometimes man.

Ok i'm not going to let myself feel too much. I don't know if he still likes me or whatever. So Nad, don't think or feel too much. You'll get hurt if you do that.

I'm so happy I went to poly. Otherwise I wouldn't have gotten to know Nisa and Tini and Lia.
In my own world,
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